We'll always be at war with ourselves.
Needing to live within yourself. Concept I have not master.
I really just need to shut myself off fro. We tend to get intangled insdie our worldy world even know how to live just with ourselfs. I know I camt just live with myself. I need (well that’s a bad way to that but it jusy came out that why so it must be what I’m feeling.) matierl things, just to like myself. what does thatg make me?
I crave for attention for feelings and relationship that Ilong for. relationships and closeness that I desire. What does this say about me is that I can’t vslue myself just how I am I need people to do it for me. this makes these people tpxic and when I’m hurt by one or maybe I go sesrching for crazy thingd and k lose control of thi gs I don’t wanna be apart of that lifestyle. Thats why I always come running back to them. I look for what I wnat j all the wrong places settling for way to much.
